Is it wrong 2 love some1 even tho u noe that they have changed? but u know that the same person that u fell inlove with is still in that person? Do you try 2 love the person that the person changed in2 or do u just forget about that person? The girl i fell inlove wide made me laught and everything i never felt b4 i felt for her..............Even tho that personz changed i still love her enough 2 be with her because really truely i dont noe wat i would do without her my life is a never ending circule as is lots of ppl but when u find that one person that u cant wait 2 see that one person that you wake up 2 and wish she was sleeping rite next 2 you and would look at while she sleeps and you know that she knows that shes dreaming of the next day with u dont u wish u found that person? will i have and im trying me best not 2 let her go because truely my life would be nothing without her .....................i love u cathy hop u know that

                                              ~Vi3t~aka~Myst~

damn even tho no1 visits my sight i still write about all da shit i been doing......................on christmas i got so waisted at my friends house came home and just wanted 2 die but i called up cathy just 2 say good night she told me something i didnt wanna hear something aout another guy and how hes just a brother 2 her wat kinda brother says i love u shit dat got me hella pissed of but how can i yell at cathy shes like the bullet inside my chest even tho it hurts me i cant take it out because if i do i will die without it............lifes just getting harder 2 live ya no? i guess not some ppl got better lives then others. i told cathy my plan for the future how i wanna because a photographer and have my own studio and all dat but i dont noe how 2 do it because unlike some ppl daddy aint ganna leave me a trust fund or a plan for the future when he dies i inherit hit truck and his garden supplies i swear i will not work as hard as he does i swear my lifes not ganna be like his ima make something outa myself and even if i aint got no1 wide me then ima still make it but just 2 let any1 whoz readying dis know id fight and id die for cathy even if it meanz taking on an whole army id do it for her so wide these few words i leave u be...................dont give up even when ur at ur lowest point dont give up...............................               -Myst-aka Vi3t

hey viet i dont know when u going to read diz but i have to tell u but i dont know how on the phone! i feel hella sad when u say u dont want to chase me no more i dont know wat u mean of that but i know wat u saying! i was crying i dont know y cuz when i hear those word my brain was empty dont know wat to thing or say to u! i feel hurt it seen like we breaking up again but this time u say it! i want to call u bak n say dont leave me i dont want to lose u but i just cant! i know i selfish sometime cuz i want u all myself! i know i hurt u alot but u know i neva mean to hurt u viet! sometime i think we neva talk over the summer just keep the same then it wont be so hard for us! i know u feel hella sad cuz u cant see me or talk to me that many on the phone i sry cuz it been really hard 4 me my mom dont let me talk on the phone or go out! i alwayz stand home! i not lieing is true! i act like i dont give a shit or care about u but i really do alot! in diz world u are the most person i care since my parent! u mean the world to me! i love u! i neva feel this way to my other bf be4! i really love u! after losing u the first time i find out that i really love u much then we go out that y ppl say "until u lose that person then u find out u truely love that person" u teach me some much thing u teach wat is love! but i still think i dont give my love to u as much as u give to me! i dont know how to show my love to u! i live so far everything change but the love i have for u neva change! this boy i told u about that try to take ur place in my heart1 fuck that neva cuz that boy mean shit to me i like him but i love u that diff! i neva show how i really feel for u cuz it seem like i always away! i sry that i cant call u that much be i try! it going to be hard for me to forget u cuz i will neva will! i will miss u alot! it will neva be the same when u not around me no more! i feel safe n love but i cant no more! u have ur life bak n have i have mine! going our diff way! think that just hurt! i be hella jealous if u find u have a new gf or see u with her! maybe i go beat her up haha i not! if u do have a gf i know tat u not mine no more she got u! that so sad! but i will be happy too cuz i know u find someone that going to be ther for u when u need it n get the love u want! i know she will take care of u for me! hehe i have hella more to say but i write too much haha u just want to tell u how u really feel!i going to really miss u haha muah  haha i going to go now if u need anything just call me u know ok haha if need to stay come over haha n get ur ass beat by my dad jk haha bye  I LOVE U! oh loi le! em yeu anh! haha

love hurt that y neva love again!